Fake it

It is a rainy day and I feel it in my heart,
I feel like no one truly sees me,
Maybe no one is really looking...
Even with my telephone book of friends and my busy schedule, the lonliness is there.
Maybe we are all just faking it:
Faking that we know someone when we really don't,
Faking that we are happy when we aren't,
Faking that we are better people then we really are,
Faking orgasms,
Faking sick,
Faking intelligence.
Sometimes I play the part I know people want me to play,
So yes, I fake it.
Maybe that is why my heart feels so cold and soggy today.